Hi I'm new here because it looks like cool place. I would consider myself intermediate but a beginner in asteroids. Anyhow, these 2 women I have scorching hots for well we have alot of goodies like moon/mars, venus/mars, venus/pluto, mars/mars, sun/sun, sun moon, eros /psyche/sappho/nymphe, ect. They scare me but I want them in the worst way. Today I'm looking at the charts and they both have their pan conjunct my North Node by 1 and 2 degrees respectively. Now I have a wide venus mars conjunct in my 5th house. I want to play with them and merge with them. Literally !! So what is pan doing here?