I get this question and have had this question. Many people ask this question, in a variety of forms. Many people suffer with it, in silence. Lets face it. It is an uncool question to ask. I have thought about this question a lot. I have wished I had a different life. I have shaken my fist at God. I have looked at people with a different family and asked, “Why me?” I don’t think I am alone. That is why I am writing this article. I will start with the natal chart, in my attempts to answer this question.
Your chart shows you, from your first breath to your last. The chart shows your essence. It shows if you will be abused or not. It shows if you will be sexually abused. It shows if you will have a good home life. It shows if you will have an absent father or a stern taskmaster who will not let up the whip. How can your story be written at the moment you take your first breath. That is the gargantuan mystery. That mystery is as great as the heavens. That mystery is as great as the amazing wonder of the human body or the creation of life from an egg and a sperm. These are all the mysteries of life. The chart foretelling who you will be before you take your second breath is equally amazing.
The next question would be, “Why was I made like this? Why was I abused? Why did I have a father who would never let up on me? Why was I betrayed?” The specifics cannot be answered by a man, any man. However, the existence of the chart can tell you that you were made by a Divine intelligence who wanted you, just as you were. This Divine Intelligence had your life as part of His plan. You were not an accident. Your struggles were not an accident. Your gifts were not an accident. You were made with precision. The chart has exquisite precision, down to the name asteroids. Who can deny this? It can’t be denied. Hence, where do you fit in? You fit in, exactly right. You fit into a divine plan, although you can’t know the intermediate pieces. You were made with the precision of a craftsman’s hands.
Is there a place for low self esteem? The answer is, “Not in God’s world” In man’s world, there are many ladders to perfection. One must be beautiful, smart and successful or one does not matter. There are haves and have -nots. The have nots are throw away by society. However, in God’s plan, these constructs do not exist. God loves man, with a love we cannot imagine. You will see this, if you watch the NDEs I have posted. The way to self esteem is to know that God loves you, flaws and all. You were made for a purpose. Then, study the heck out of your chart. Revel in your gifts and try to accept your hardships. Everyone has them, as evidenced by the Chiron in everyone’s chart. There is one way to have a successful life. Accept Jesus as your God. That is your purpose for being on this earth. God wants you and will go to the ends of the earth for you. His love is that big.Write to me if you have questions <3