Sometimes I have felt like I just wanted to laugh, laugh and laugh and not stop laughing but times like that are really horrible because usually at those times the joke has been on me.I personally want to die in my sleep. Being surrounded by people I care about knowing that we all happy and have had good lives.Perhaps I’ll see them one more time say I feel tired and sit down on a comfy chair and slip away before anybody notices Im on my out.I guess I have been watching to much tv and to many movies lol
I’m feeling restless Ami.Theres a lot of changes I want to make in my life.I feel like I want to become more independant and try a lot of new things.I need to go through a metamorphosis.I need to find myself and who I really am.I need to find out what im really made of.I need to get my body and mind working the best way it can.I need to find my true spiritual self.I need to live my life.I need to no longer feel trapped.I need to be able to stand on my own two feet.I think Im going to probably shock the rest of the world ,friends and family,people from every race,religion,sexuality and from all walks of life saints and sinners alike.I don’t where I’ll end up but I do know that I need to go through the journey know matter what path I take or where I end up.I do want you to know that I still do love you for being the great loving person that you are.Thank you for being you and being there for me.
CM dear
I want you to consider something to aid you in your journey and to get where you want to go. I want to get to the same place. You want to find your authentic core. You want to feel whole. You want to feel peace. You want to feel confident. You want to feel sane. Right? Is that what you are expressing? It seems so, to me, because I want the same thing.
I can tell you that I am getting there. I would not say it if it were not true. The answer is simple, maybe seemingly too simple to be true. Find a really good Bible teacher and keep those Bible teachings on all day or as much as you can. In 3 weeks, you will feel very different. Try it for a few weeks. If it doesn’t work, I will refund your misery 😀
Ani,
Why did you not respond to what catman had to say, or did you write him
a personal E-mail?
Catman has the makings of personal GREATNESS IF he can get something of
a handle on his emotions. He is an ARTIST, an ennagram 4.
I don’t know the percise type of art that catman favors, BUT he should be
encouraged.
If he makes a rash and foolish decision, the results would be catastropic.
Forgive me Ami,
I forgot about the time difference between here and where Catman resides.
Catman is brimming with energy and a desire to burst out. He feels he must
make his mark on the world, and “be something” before he dies.
I don’t know if catman is a musican or artist, but whatever art he favors,
he should make the attempt to express himself.
I’m persuming he is a young and attractive man, so I don’t believe he would be
laughted at.
,
I agree, but Catman would be well served by having a “second love” AFTER
Jesus that he could live for. He’s never really specified what his creative
calling is.
Most “teachers” are like those people who set up “arrow signs” that
say: “New York 1000 miles,” that are actually pointed in the direction of
Los Angeles!
Just because a person “talks Jesus,” doesn’t mean he “has Jesus.”
Only one half of 1% of the population actually HAS Jesus.
I would bet my life that any intolerant “christian” doesn’t have Jesus.
I read somewhere that when people take thier final breath, the physical
effect IS like laughting gas, but you won’t be laughing!
Really? I did not know that about laughing gas. Have you ever had it, Lon?
Leslie Nielsen describes the best ways to die .
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n08mNz9f0FQ
The Naked Gun really crack me up.
Sometimes I have felt like I just wanted to laugh, laugh and laugh and not stop laughing but times like that are really horrible because usually at those times the joke has been on me.I personally want to die in my sleep. Being surrounded by people I care about knowing that we all happy and have had good lives.Perhaps I’ll see them one more time say I feel tired and sit down on a comfy chair and slip away before anybody notices Im on my out.I guess I have been watching to much tv and to many movies lol
Thanks for that CM.I want to die in my garden lol
How have you been, CM?
I’m feeling restless Ami.Theres a lot of changes I want to make in my life.I feel like I want to become more independant and try a lot of new things.I need to go through a metamorphosis.I need to find myself and who I really am.I need to find out what im really made of.I need to get my body and mind working the best way it can.I need to find my true spiritual self.I need to live my life.I need to no longer feel trapped.I need to be able to stand on my own two feet.I think Im going to probably shock the rest of the world ,friends and family,people from every race,religion,sexuality and from all walks of life saints and sinners alike.I don’t where I’ll end up but I do know that I need to go through the journey know matter what path I take or where I end up.I do want you to know that I still do love you for being the great loving person that you are.Thank you for being you and being there for me.
CM dear
I want you to consider something to aid you in your journey and to get where you want to go. I want to get to the same place. You want to find your authentic core. You want to feel whole. You want to feel peace. You want to feel confident. You want to feel sane. Right? Is that what you are expressing? It seems so, to me, because I want the same thing.
I can tell you that I am getting there. I would not say it if it were not true. The answer is simple, maybe seemingly too simple to be true. Find a really good Bible teacher and keep those Bible teachings on all day or as much as you can. In 3 weeks, you will feel very different. Try it for a few weeks. If it doesn’t work, I will refund your misery 😀
Ani,
Why did you not respond to what catman had to say, or did you write him
a personal E-mail?
Catman has the makings of personal GREATNESS IF he can get something of
a handle on his emotions. He is an ARTIST, an ennagram 4.
I don’t know the percise type of art that catman favors, BUT he should be
encouraged.
If he makes a rash and foolish decision, the results would be catastropic.
I just got up, Lon and saw his response but wanted to give it time, so was gonna come back and read it.
What Happened to that article on Jupiter that you wrote Ami ?
Never mind the last comment.For a moment you had deleted it now I can see its still there ?
Forgive me Ami,
I forgot about the time difference between here and where Catman resides.
Catman is brimming with energy and a desire to burst out. He feels he must
make his mark on the world, and “be something” before he dies.
I don’t know if catman is a musican or artist, but whatever art he favors,
he should make the attempt to express himself.
I’m persuming he is a young and attractive man, so I don’t believe he would be
laughted at.
,
The most important thing, Lon, is that CM accepted Jesus and we need to nurture that, you and I!
I agree, but Catman would be well served by having a “second love” AFTER
Jesus that he could live for. He’s never really specified what his creative
calling is.
God CAN but WON’T, do EVERYTHING for Catman!
He’s going to have to save himself.
CM needs to find a teacher. That is all.
Most “teachers” are like those people who set up “arrow signs” that
say: “New York 1000 miles,” that are actually pointed in the direction of
Los Angeles!
Yes
It’s like Christ said, “When the blind lead the blind, they fall into a ditch.”
But, you have Jesus, Lon.
Just because a person “talks Jesus,” doesn’t mean he “has Jesus.”
Only one half of 1% of the population actually HAS Jesus.
I would bet my life that any intolerant “christian” doesn’t have Jesus.