I am a Christian. I am a psychic. How can I be a Christian and a psychic? It is a good question. I did not think one could be both a Christian and a psychic. I thought it was either/or. I became a Christian a year ago I thought I had been a Christian for 15 years but I had no power.I was the same as I had always been. I heard people talk about a Christian Born Again experience and I did not have that. I knew the Bible very well. I studied and studied the Bible for 15 years. I will tell you. I did not care to help people find Jesus. I acted like I did but I did not feel it in my heart. I went to church and a Messianic temple. I was in a dance group where we went to churches and taught Christians about Israel and Messianic Jews(Jewish people who believe in Jesus). I did many things to show I was a Christian but I did not feel anything.
What happened to change me? When my son died, I did not care to follow rules, any more. I wanted to follow my compass. I did not care if I looked good.I did not care if I was socially acceptable. I wanted to follow my inner compass. I went on strange highways and byways. One night, I woke up in the middle of the night.I felt oxygen coming in to the top of my head. I kept saying, ‘”I am Born Again.” I became a Christian that night. It was inside me. If you look closely, you will see a very flawed person. You don’t even have to look closely. However, I did start to change. I started to care if people found Jesus. I did it out of love for Jesus, not out of fear. I did not worry if I was a Christian. I knew I was. I struggle with many parts of myself that do not follow The Bible such as fear. I am glad no one follows me around. Truth be told, no one can make it to God by being an exemplary person. That was the thrust of Jesus’ message. I don’t care if you are the Pope, Billy Graham, Mother Teresa, Ghandi or Buddha. There are no deeds that are good enough to have a relationship with God. A Christian is forgiven. He is far far from perfect. If any person is a true Christian, he will be the first to tell you that he is not a good person, per se. There are no good people according to the Bible. Jesus says that no man is good. So, a true Christian does not try to find favor with God through being a good person. There is no such thing. A Christian is not good. He is forgiven.A true Christian will want to please God out of love for God. Then, he may be called good, by others. However, he knows that he is not. He gives the credit for his success to God.
So, I went to a church or a Messianic temple for 15 years. I did not feel much, as I said. The Messianic Rabbi told me I had to throw away my Astrology books as they were from the devil. I sadly put them in the garbage. I would have thought a Christian Psychic was deluded. I would have tried to tell her how deluded she was.People from Pat Robertson’s Ministry have written to me. I love Pat Robertson. I think he is the real deal. I know many people don’t but I do. Most Christians think that a Christian Psychic is deluded. They think a Christian Psychic would be getting her information from the dark side. I understand this. I really really do. In fact, it took me a very long time to come out with my gift. My gift is simply a Gift of the Holy Spirit. That is all. God has allowed me to have a more public venue. God has His Reasons. I am His humble servant. My life is sold out to Him.
At any rate, after my son died, I did not care to follow anyone’ s rules. I lashed out with my emotions. There was one particular person to whom I apologized. I think he accepted. I needed to find God from the inside not the outside. I stopped going to church and the Messianic temple.I needed to follow my heart. I knew God would help me if I just trusted and He did. Faith is following what some people may call thin air. Faith cannot be seen or touched. That is why it s faith. I hung on to God because He was all I had. He led me to study Astrology.I know many Christians would think that was from the dark side, too. I know it was God. I studied Astrology and then found I was psychic. I did not know what to do with it so I waited and prayed. God led me in directions. He has led me to have this website which is my ministry. If you ever call me, you will see that this is not simply a business to me. You give me the honor of being part of your life. I take that very seriously. I work for God, not man. I answer to Jesus for how I treat you. I treat my clients like kings and queens because I believe God has brought them to me and I serve Him.