What do you love? What would you love to do if you did not make any money from it? This is what you were made to do? Beyond that, God made us to surrender our lives to Him. He says,”You must lose your life for My sake, in order to gain it”. There are many paradoxes for the believer in Jesus. Most things are paradoxes, unlike the world, in which most things are simple. God rewards those who surrender to Him. He rewards you with peace. Peace is beyond all else. Think of the people with all the money in the world and no peace. Study God. Get all your satisfaction from God, or most of it. Live your life for God. See what He will give back.