I remember the day, shame took me over.In an instant, I could not trust myself. I was afraid to feel my feelings. I was afraid to think. Inside me was a boxer punching my head at every thought and ever…
Gaslighting——Part Two
People seem to really like the article on Gaslighting. So, I will add more experiences and more thoughts on the subject. One of my readers seemed to think that I could not believe in God and react back, in turn,when…
Depersonalization Disorder: Top 5 Symptoms
Depersonalization Disorder (DPD) or dissociative disorder affects the way a person experiences his or her self amid reality. Most dissociative disorder findings are a subject of controversy. However, conclusive evidence supports the fact that a person who suffers from this…
Gaslighting
Gaslighting probably happened to you if you were abused. If you had a Mal Narc parent, I can say that if DID. You probably did not know what it was. People don’t. An innocent child does not, most certainly. I…
How To Be Proud of Yourself?
You should know by now that I write about my personal struggles. I have cancer Moon conjunct the MC, exact. This means that I will tell you about my life and my feelings. I open myself up because I seem…
The Anatomy of a Malignant Narcissist
I get called on to write things that no one will talk about( or few) I am disgusted with how politically correct our culture is. I think the plethora of mental illness is directly related to the fact that you…
Ways to Say Eff You
I have a journey in healing that I never wanted. I did not want to go into a numbing depression as a young teen. I did not want to be numb until now, when I am coming out of it.…
Mental and Emotional Health—-Saturn’s Trines
Saturn in certain situations is a very hard thing to have. I will discuss this. However, Saturn in other aspects is a pure blessing that provides centering, such as a big, sturdy oak tree with roots that go deep into…
Mental Illness–Mercury Square Neptune
Neptune is an otherworldly planet. This can be wonderful and terrible. Neptune can take you to the heights of spiritual exaltation. It can take you to the heights of creative passion. It can throw you to the dregs of drug…
Mental Illness—-Mercury Square Uranus
To the people who will jump on my case, I KNOW that mental illness is a complex issue with many Astrological factors, but for purposes of discussion we need to isolate parts. I have an article on the Mercury/Sun combust.…