It can be so scary to feel that no one has your back. It is a wonderful feeling when a friend has your back. I value loyalty very much. However, as many friends as you have, you are still alone, such as in the wee hours of the morning when scary thoughts come in. One of my favorite things about God is the feeling that He has my back. I like when I get quiet and feel the roots He gives me. I like, especially, that He will still love me, if everyone turns on me.